Failure

It's 1 AM and I am barely close my eyes. I know that I am tired but something uneasy fed up my mind. Frankly I just noticed that all of my posts are all "night talks". Well maybe that's when I want to write. When I have done all my activities during the day, and flashback on what I've learned from them. And now I want to write down what has been bothering me for the past... Um.. 5 hours?

Today is a big day for me. The day when a decision is made of whether I can 100% be guaranteed to live my dream. Eventually, something didn't go quite well. Failure. That's it.

The journey in order to succeed, I must say, wasn't easy. I tried my very best so that I could achieve better. People always plan as if things would go the way they want. At least, I do. Unfortunately, no they don't. That's the ugly truth and it happened to me today. I wish I could turn back time. 

I know that failure won't stop me from trying. To become someone I want to be in the future. But you all know there has to be an after effect after failing right? The time when you feel incapable, under-qualified, etc. However, the point is that how you can get up and do it again. Actually, that is my life-goal, to be able to do anything that people say you can't do it. 

I believe that everything happens for a reason. For me, right now, failing is going to trigger you to try again but this time do it intelligently. I learnt from my mistakes and I am confident enough to go on.

Night.